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If You So Desire My Despair

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Orphaned at a young age and drowning in her father's debts, Anastasia spent her days starving despite being a noble. One day, her uncle, Count Everdeen, proposed to pay off her family's debts if she agreed to get engaged to his enemy, Duke Theodore. Having no better alternatives, she accepted her uncle's offer and moved to Theodore's palace. Despised by Theodore and his servants, all kinds of mistreatments awaited Anastasia, from ruining her dress to serving her rotten food, with the last straw of Theodore telling her it was a good thing her parents died. However, Anastasia's lonely and depressing life takes a turn when she encounters a gentleman at a ball... Official Translations:

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August 30, 2024

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September 16, 2025

If You So Desire My Despair Episodes

Start to Chapter 1

First Chapter

Chapter 1

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Latest Chapter

Chapter 95

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Chapter 95

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Chapter 94

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Chapter 93

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Chapter 92

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Chapter 91

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Chapter 90

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Chapter 89

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Chapter 88

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Chapter 87

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Chapter 86

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Chapter 85

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Chapter 84

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Chapter 83

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Chapter 82

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Chapter 81

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Chapter 80

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Chapter 79

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Chapter 78

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Chapter 77

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Chapter 76

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Chapter 75

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Chapter 74

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Chapter 73

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Chapter 72

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Chapter 71

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Chapter 70

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Chapter 69

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Chapter 68

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Chapter 67

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Chapter 66

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Chapter 65

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Chapter 64

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Chapter 63

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Chapter 62

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Chapter 61

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Chapter 60

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Chapter 59

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Chapter 58

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Chapter 57

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Chapter 56

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Chapter 55

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Chapter 54

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Chapter 53

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Chapter 52

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Chapter 51

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Chapter 50

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Chapter 49

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Chapter 48

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Chapter 47

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Chapter 46

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Chapter 45

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Chapter 44

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Chapter 43

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Chapter 42

December 27, 2024

Chapter 41

December 27, 2024

Chapter 40

December 27, 2024

Chapter 39

August 30, 2024

Chapter 38

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Chapter 37

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Chapter 36

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Chapter 35

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Chapter 34

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Chapter 33

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Chapter 32

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Chapter 31

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Chapter 30

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Chapter 29

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Chapter 28

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Chapter 27

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Chapter 26

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Chapter 25

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Chapter 24

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Chapter 23

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Chapter 22

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Chapter 21

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Chapter 20

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Chapter 19

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Chapter 18

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Chapter 17

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Chapter 16

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Chapter 15

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Chapter 14

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Chapter 13

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Chapter 12

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Chapter 11

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Chapter 10

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Chapter 9

August 31, 2024

Chapter 8

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Chapter 7

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Chapter 6

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Chapter 5

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Chapter 4

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Chapter 3

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Chapter 2

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Chapter 1

August 30, 2024

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